But though her recent actions and their impact on those she loves preoccupy her, “I don’t really think I have anything to apologize for,” she said. The judgment of her behavior, she said, is tied to her gender: “ ‘Here’s this woman, she’s not behaving like a woman is supposed to behave, so she must be either mad or bad or a rebel or controversial.’ Whereas if I was a fellow it wouldn’t be up for question whether there’s anything to apologize for. No one asks Mick Jagger if he calmed down.